whirlwind emotion

Been in a whirlwind of emotions lately. My friend call it stress and the pre-wedding syndrome. Whatever you call it, all are good excuses to avoid being responsible for your actions.

The emotions are just overwhelming, emotions overflow, just too much to handle and it drives me crazy. There are days when I was just so down and miserable as if I've enter the black hole wondering around in circles and could not see any light or way out. Sometimes it gets so severe as if the dementor effect. There are days when I was just so happy and excited that I just could not get enough as if I'm on drugs. At times, I do not know what I am doing. Whatever extreme side I am on, I defuse myself.

And now I am bearing the consequences, aftermath and side-effect of it.